The longer I work with harnessing
my time, the more I appreciate the power of time – power as a tool, as
something you can use -- to
accomplish just about anything and transform your whole life. Today I was thinking about it in terms
of blocks of ten minutes.
I
meditate every day for ten minutes.
During those ten minutes I try to quiet my thoughts and focus on the
sounds around me. It’s not always
easy to do; in fact, it’s often just about impossible. But every day, I put in those ten
minutes and eventually during that little window of time I do stop thinking, if
even for a few moments. And during
those moments my entire being feels infused by something lighter, happier,
sweeter, than anything I ever normally feel. It’s like I manage to plug into some power source, and that
power shines a little light and a little clarity into my psychic being. And then, having
done that, a trace of that light and clarity stays with me all day long; my
whole day is changed by that little ten-minute meditation. The change is so subtle I hardly notice
it. But when I don’t do the
meditation – that’s when I really notice it: I feel crabbier, more rushed and confused and irritable,
more crowded by the world and by my own and by other people’s needs.
I
could go on and on about what I get from my little meditation, but the point I’m
making here is about time – the power of time. Time isn’t a power like the power I plug into when I do the
meditation. The power of time is
the power of a practical tool that you use to get something done. But time is an important tool, maybe the most important tool, because it makes
everything else, all other tool-using, possible. Without it I wouldn’t be doing that little meditation everyday;
time gives me the socket to plug into, the means or the chance or the opening
or whatever to turn on the light.
We all have time in our living tool-boxes, but mostly we ignore it or forget
that we have it – most of the time we don’t know how to use it or know that we can use it. If we can pick it up and use it consciously, it will
give us the power to do anything. I’ve
learned that through my own experience.
But
I started off talking about blocks of ten minutes. Ten minutes is a nice manageable amount of time. Everybody has ten minutes to spare;
it’s the amount of time it takes to go to the bathroom if you include staring
at yourself in the mirror, the amount of time it takes to make a cup of coffee
or glance at the newspaper or do some other throwaway thing. Nothing else will be lost or harmed or
missed out on if you spend ten minutes doing something; no one’s too busy to
fit something in for ten minutes.
It was that idea that helped me start meditating regularly.
For a long time I
wanted to meditate a little bit every day but I just could not find time to do
it. Every once in a while I’d
remember that I wanted to meditate, but then in the next moment the very idea
of meditating, not to mention meditating itself, would get swept away by all
the everyday stuff I had to do. Then
one day it came to me – like a little gift from somewhere, perhaps the same power
I plug into during the meditation -- many of my best ideas show up this way –
that nothing would be lost if I spent ten minutes meditating in a certain spot
in my day. And so I did, and
I’ve been doing it ever since.
Then
it came to me that nothing would be lost if I spent ten minutes exercising on
the Nordic Track I have upstairs in my house – exercising is another thing I
have a hard time fitting into my days.
So I started doing that almost every day too.
I know ten minutes
isn’t very long to exercise, the way ten minutes isn’t very long to
meditate. I know the experts and
therefore the voices in my head all say you should do both longer to get the
maximum benefit. But ten minutes each of meditating and exercising is better
than nothing, especially because when I try to fit longer periods of both into
my days, I usually end up not meditating or exercising at all. And ten minutes every day adds up. In ten minutes I can plug into that
power source; in ten minutes I can get my heart rate going and break into a
little sweat. And I can always add
another ten minutes somewhere else in my day.
Recently it came
to me that I’d like to start exercising for another ten minutes on top of the
ten minutes I spend at it every morning, maybe in the afternoon in the spare
moments between one coaching session and another. (I make a living as a writing coach.) And then I decided I’d like to start
opening that little window inside me through meditation three times a day,
maybe once before every meal. I love that idea, because I love the
feeling I get when I meditate, and I’d like to be getting more exercise too. But so far I haven’t done either. I just keep forgetting, the way I kept
forgetting to meditate at all before I came up with my current routine.
Still, I’m
optimistic that, having had the idea and the desire, someday soon I will put
the plan into action. Maybe I’ll
get some extra power from my power source to do it. Then again, maybe all I have to do is write those extra ten
minutes down on my daily plan every day when I make it, and then when those
times come, those extra ten-minute windows, I’ll remember to stop, sit down –
or in the case of the Nordic Tracking, stand up, go upstairs, and get on the
exercise machine – and turn my plan -- my wishes, my desires -- into action.
All I have to do
is put aside a little time, harness a little of the power that magical tool, time,
and then I can do whatever I want to.
-- Mary Allen
P.S. I welcome your comments!
-- Mary Allen
P.S. I welcome your comments!
Love it, Mary. The power of 10 minutes is helping catch up on old e-mails!
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